Traffic accident

I saw a traffic accident on the way to work this morning, I feel so scared on that moment. There was an old man who was riding a motorcycle in front of me in the westward direction. When he got to the corner, just then a car coming from the northward very fast. They collided around the corner. This is how it happened.And then the driver and his friend(maybe) got off the car to handed the man up. The man groaned in pain and his legs was trembling very fast. My heart fluttered with fear for a long time. It is the second time I saw the traffic accident on the road. And just one month from the last accident. There are more and more cars in our county these years and along with more and more traffic. Actually, there is traffic light at every crossings, but most people do not care it very much. On one hand, I think we have to obey the traffic rule. On the other hand, I hope the drivers would not drive so fast, especially around the corners. The most important thing for us is to be more careful and careful. I hope every one can be safe.

tortuous way back home

at first, it was not my determination to go back home because of the part-time job. this noon i got a message telling me that the work would begin from oct. 4th. you know , 10.3 is mid-autumn day . in order to give a surprise to mum, i decided to go home this noon.soon, i went to train station for the ticket. oh my god, there were so many people waiting for tickets that it was my turn a 2 hours later. it is not the end. finally it was my turn , but bad luck, there was no tomorrow ticket left. so i have to choose the ticket the day after tomorrow. besides, the ticket correspond with no seat. i could be at home with families for the whole festival! anyway,not bad!

Today, some casual writing

I am getting a cold again and it is only several days since I recovered from a serious virus cold last time. It is not out of my expectation because I found an ulcer in my lip yesterday and I know clearly that it will be a forebode of my illness. When I got up this morning£¬my throat was dry , my voice was horse and my nose run a lot. But anyhow, I need to go to work. Leaving home several minutes later than usual, I rushed out of my house and dash to metro station. Fortunately I caught the metro on time and my hanging heart was down when I finally squeezed into the crowded carriage. Because my home is very far from my working place, the road to office looks like a small journey for me. Every day I have to transfer two metros and repeatly squeezing in and out the carriage and squeezing into the lines for elevator. In Shanghai, the population of office staff is big and the scene in metro station is really spectacular. Though the situation is the same everyday, today I have a kind of fresh feeling. The people besides me seem to have been metamorphosed into small animal such like ants or locusts, humble, tiny and striving hard for a bread. A young lady who wears high heel shoes wrenched her ankle in a run; A middle age man cursed loudly because he failed to squeeze into the carriage; A seemly university boy missed his destination because of excessive indulging himself in reading a book¡­Maybe it is the true face of the life: coming and going interweaves, happiness and sadness happen alternatively¡­ In my daily life, I often complain the hardship of my work and study inadvertently, but now I feel that there are millions and millions of people are just like me¡­

tired or lazy?

i must have a long rest in the noon these days during the summer vacation. it may last for more than two hours. gerenally, everyday i get up at about 6:00. and after part-time job of 4 hours or two, i return to the domitory at about 1£º20 everyday, and then have a browse with music on the internet. during the music , i will be sleepy and tired soon. you know , the next is the long rest. every time when waking up i find it is near 5:00.as s result , i do nothing but sleep. i don't know whether i am too tired or lazy to get up. i comfort myself that maybe i am too tired last semester and will still be busy next semester, so i need relax as much as possible. may be it is just an excuse.

TIME TO CHARGE

About to leave for nearly one month to prepare the exam.Alas~~,these days I am being bothered by this idea.I really don't wanna leave even for a short while and I am reluctant to say goodbye to anybody anyway anytime.Actually it takes me quite a time to make such a hard decision and I hate it.But I have to be responsible to myself at the same time.For I am gonna need a better grade.Wish or not,it's not up to me.The annoying exam is on over his way.So I must take a genuine charge from now on as well.During this time I am gonna miss you,and I promise I will be back in October.So please wait for me I beg all of you.Take great care,my dear siblings.

thinking about how to communicate with young guys

I have a younger cousin who has take the college entrance exam and only the mark is just more than 200.it¡¯s hard to understand how he can get so low score. After the exam, I talked to him in order to give him some advice about how to live his college life and how to make sense of his own life. But he had no interests in it. When I ask him what do you think after the exam? The answer I want is his real thinking I hope it can touch him to grow up with the failure. However, the answer is just play! I go on my questions, how to play how long to play and with whom, then there is no answer. So I know he must be weary. So I turn the topic and try to fit his interesting, still aiming to make him think about his own life as a adult. but at last, I fail again. He refused to think so profound question. So , our talk end in the form of his offline.  At first, I want to guide his reflective thinking as Socrates to his young man, in which way I also talk to my friend. May be the method is not totally fit with the ¡°90s¡±. So I have to recheck my ideas about how to help them think in way of communication, especially with the young guys.

THESE DAYS

I really have a meaningless and helpless time these days.I was beated this time.I guess my energy was wrung out,the juice of my body was squeezed out.Every day most of time I was always rotting in my home and cowering in my bed.I had nothing to do except for worrying about health.And the most terrible thing is that now all my ambtions seemed to be gone.I was lost.Bad atmosphere.my sky is just like the outdoor,grey and cloudy. I guess these days my mood must suck more than anytime in all of my life.I must take a change. With the relaxation now I should begin to revive.I can feel the shadow of disease is backing off little by little.I long for the final recovery.My spirit is gathering and mustering again.And I promise I will learn to take good care of myself in the time of later on,I promise.