Traffic accident

I saw a traffic accident on the way to work this morning, I feel so scared on that moment. There was an old man who was riding a motorcycle in front of me in the westward direction. When he got to the corner, just then a car coming from the northward very fast. They collided around the corner. This is how it happened.And then the driver and his friend(maybe) got off the car to handed the man up. The man groaned in pain and his legs was trembling very fast. My heart fluttered with fear for a long time. It is the second time I saw the traffic accident on the road. And just one month from the last accident. There are more and more cars in our county these years and along with more and more traffic. Actually, there is traffic light at every crossings, but most people do not care it very much. On one hand, I think we have to obey the traffic rule. On the other hand, I hope the drivers would not drive so fast, especially around the corners. The most important thing for us is to be more careful and careful. I hope every one can be safe.

tortuous way back home

at first, it was not my determination to go back home because of the part-time job. this noon i got a message telling me that the work would begin from oct. 4th. you know , 10.3 is mid-autumn day . in order to give a surprise to mum, i decided to go home this noon.soon, i went to train station for the ticket. oh my god, there were so many people waiting for tickets that it was my turn a 2 hours later. it is not the end. finally it was my turn , but bad luck, there was no tomorrow ticket left. so i have to choose the ticket the day after tomorrow. besides, the ticket correspond with no seat. i could be at home with families for the whole festival! anyway,not bad!

Today, some casual writing

I am getting a cold again and it is only several days since I recovered from a serious virus cold last time. It is not out of my expectation because I found an ulcer in my lip yesterday and I know clearly that it will be a forebode of my illness. When I got up this morning£¬my throat was dry , my voice was horse and my nose run a lot. But anyhow, I need to go to work. Leaving home several minutes later than usual, I rushed out of my house and dash to metro station. Fortunately I caught the metro on time and my hanging heart was down when I finally squeezed into the crowded carriage. Because my home is very far from my working place, the road to office looks like a small journey for me. Every day I have to transfer two metros and repeatly squeezing in and out the carriage and squeezing into the lines for elevator. In Shanghai, the population of office staff is big and the scene in metro station is really spectacular. Though the situation is the same everyday, today I have a kind of fresh feeling. The people besides me seem to have been metamorphosed into small animal such like ants or locusts, humble, tiny and striving hard for a bread. A young lady who wears high heel shoes wrenched her ankle in a run; A middle age man cursed loudly because he failed to squeeze into the carriage; A seemly university boy missed his destination because of excessive indulging himself in reading a book¡­Maybe it is the true face of the life: coming and going interweaves, happiness and sadness happen alternatively¡­ In my daily life, I often complain the hardship of my work and study inadvertently, but now I feel that there are millions and millions of people are just like me¡­

tired or lazy?

i must have a long rest in the noon these days during the summer vacation. it may last for more than two hours. gerenally, everyday i get up at about 6:00. and after part-time job of 4 hours or two, i return to the domitory at about 1£º20 everyday, and then have a browse with music on the internet. during the music , i will be sleepy and tired soon. you know , the next is the long rest. every time when waking up i find it is near 5:00.as s result , i do nothing but sleep. i don't know whether i am too tired or lazy to get up. i comfort myself that maybe i am too tired last semester and will still be busy next semester, so i need relax as much as possible. may be it is just an excuse.

TIME TO CHARGE

About to leave for nearly one month to prepare the exam.Alas~~,these days I am being bothered by this idea.I really don't wanna leave even for a short while and I am reluctant to say goodbye to anybody anyway anytime.Actually it takes me quite a time to make such a hard decision and I hate it.But I have to be responsible to myself at the same time.For I am gonna need a better grade.Wish or not,it's not up to me.The annoying exam is on over his way.So I must take a genuine charge from now on as well.During this time I am gonna miss you,and I promise I will be back in October.So please wait for me I beg all of you.Take great care,my dear siblings.

thinking about how to communicate with young guys

I have a younger cousin who has take the college entrance exam and only the mark is just more than 200.it¡¯s hard to understand how he can get so low score. After the exam, I talked to him in order to give him some advice about how to live his college life and how to make sense of his own life. But he had no interests in it. When I ask him what do you think after the exam? The answer I want is his real thinking I hope it can touch him to grow up with the failure. However, the answer is just play! I go on my questions, how to play how long to play and with whom, then there is no answer. So I know he must be weary. So I turn the topic and try to fit his interesting, still aiming to make him think about his own life as a adult. but at last, I fail again. He refused to think so profound question. So , our talk end in the form of his offline.  At first, I want to guide his reflective thinking as Socrates to his young man, in which way I also talk to my friend. May be the method is not totally fit with the ¡°90s¡±. So I have to recheck my ideas about how to help them think in way of communication, especially with the young guys.

THESE DAYS

I really have a meaningless and helpless time these days.I was beated this time.I guess my energy was wrung out,the juice of my body was squeezed out.Every day most of time I was always rotting in my home and cowering in my bed.I had nothing to do except for worrying about health.And the most terrible thing is that now all my ambtions seemed to be gone.I was lost.Bad atmosphere.my sky is just like the outdoor,grey and cloudy. I guess these days my mood must suck more than anytime in all of my life.I must take a change. With the relaxation now I should begin to revive.I can feel the shadow of disease is backing off little by little.I long for the final recovery.My spirit is gathering and mustering again.And I promise I will learn to take good care of myself in the time of later on,I promise.

theory of logic

logic is an acadamy knowledge and important for thinking. this evening , in the library , i looked through a book referring to logic. it seems very philosophic and hard to understand. some of that are based on complex mathmatics. though i major in education , i had been a science student and good at reasoning. so whether it is hard or not , i will try tomorrow. and only having tried, could i know what it is and if it is possible for me.

About studying

Have been listening English conversation on Internet for more than one hour,I stop to write some words,about studying English.I have a plan for a long time,that is improving my English level in reading,writing,listening and speaking.I am so sorry to say that I didn't insist on learning,I was not a person with strong will for it.Maybe other thing I am.But for learning English,I felt compunctious,I didn't persist in it.So I felt so sorry for this plan.But now I realize clearly that I should not give up,I should pick up my confidence and courage,I should start to learn and do continual learning,I must grow hope and brightness for my future.I won't be lazy time after time.I won't look for excuse again and again.What I should do is studying harder and harder,working harder and harder.Cherish time and life.Enjoy everyday.Be optimistic. Because Time waits no man.Do it and keep on doing.

About last Week

I haven¡¯t written anything for a long time because at first I was busy in preparing my paper and then I was ill. Last week, I was hit by a serious and gusty cold accompanied by lover fever and had to stayed at home for three and half days. Strong headache and dizziness forced me to give up all the things I should and need to do, include working, doing my paper and etc. My last weekend is the continuation of this bad situation. Taking medicine, sleeping, watching TV program and eating are the all there was my life at home these a few days. When looking back, I find that I was so lazy and wasted a lot of precious time. And the most important thing is that I have found an excuse of my laziness. I watched 6 DVDs in a week and before that I haven¡¯t seen one in several months. Now I am recovered and everything will go as usual. Last week, I enjoyed my rest, and now I am painful, I have to work overtime and keep reading and writing paper¡­in a hurry¡­

A Sunny Day

It is a sunny day today, the sunshine is very bright and beautiful. I was standing by the window enjoying the sunshine for a little while, oh, how deeply I hope it is sunday today, then I can enjoy the nice day as much as I can. Tomorrow, my cousin will get married. I hope it will also be a sunny day. I have to take a day-off tomorrow to attend her wedding. Here, I want to express my best wishes for them: dear sister, I believe you will be the most beautiful bride tomorrow, and I hope you can live a long happy life with my brother-in-law for the whole life. In the following years, you are not alone, there will be a warm hand accompany with you. No matter what happened,I deeply hope you can live your life hand in hand, to love each other, trast each other, tolerate each other and try your best to make your marriage full of happiness.

A new day starts...

A new day starts...It's a nice day,Wish everybody have a nice start.If have started,so go on...make it better and better.If lost something,but don't lost heart,face to it bravely,overcome it optimistically.If be in sadness,raise your head,loop up the blue sky and white cloud,touch the wind,take it easy.If come up against frustration,don't be scared,transfer to your attention on something you felt delighted just for a moment,relax oneself,and pick up oneself,take one's courage in two hands.Always don't give up in a hurry...Because thatWhere there is will there is hope.

A Little Bad

Now, I just sit down before my PC desk, I am late because something happened this morning. Actually, it is a little bad for me. A few days ago, I found that the behind tire of my electric bicycle always in lack of air. So I had it reparied yesterday. But this morning,when I was going to work, I found the tire was flat totally. I thought it was maybe the old problem and I decided to pumped air into it. I thought I can arrived at the company, but I was wrong. It was bad that I got a flat on the way. Then, I called my BF and he brought the bicycle pump for me. (Because the tire would be broken too much if I moved it on its no air condition,so I had to make sure there was enough air in it. )We all thought then we can got the repair place by it. Can you guess what happened? The bicycle pump was broken when he pumped air into the tire. Oh, my God! So at last, my BF moved it to the repair place, actually it was not so far. If I went to find the repair place at the beginning, maybe there would not be so much trouble happened. But it happened actually, so I needn't to regret. At least, all the things is OK now. It will also be a nice day! Come on!

A GOOD PLACE

I wanted to return the book I borrowed from the library of our district on this morning.because my mother is suffering from the hurt of her cervical vertebra, she told me to borrow a book for her which is about the illness of the cervical vertebra from the library in our district.In fact, I don't think those books in the library is fit for me very well, I feel some of them are too old to read,But I am sure I can find a good one for her.So I left early for the library at nine o'clock after our breakfast. As I got the right book quickly,I dropped by the reading room in the left division of the library to read some newspaper.When I entered the room,I found there are few people on the seat reading the newspaper. All the seats are empty.So I got a brand new plan,I ask the receptionist: May I have an individual study in this room? The young guy is very kind.He said to me in politeness: If you have the certificate,you can do that.I am so glad.I have done a search for a better place where I can study well for a long while. this place is so calm and neat.I think I can't find a place which is fitter than here for study in the day time.It's a very lucky day.

BEAUTIFUL SCENERY

Actually there is nothing special happened to me for the last few days.Because I know I am going to have a hard time working out my plan.And it's time for me to start it at once.These days all my time there are only four sites I can go to:the library,the fitness club,the university and my bedroom.Every day I make myself exhausted.But I still feel right.And I think this kind of days to me will at least go on for more than one year.And I am satisfied with it so far. In the supper time of this night,My mother told me that the fountain in the music square near our house has begun to work for this year.She said you should take a look at it this night.So I decided to set up a pretext to go out for a look.I ate a lot of foods this evening.Now I must have a walk helping digestion after supper.My poor stomach. To be unexpected,the fountain had stopped erupting before I arrived.Maybe the eruption of the fountain is just for the inspecting delegation staying here in the daytime. But this is still quite a wonderful evening I feel.The colorful lamps around the fountain are shinning.Flourishing bamboo woods are whispering in the spring mild breeze.Those nameless trees and flowers stand in the green lawn watching you quietly.Walk on the wooden lane with the smell of the flowers under bright round moon.You can see pretty girls and boys are everywhere.Lively children are playing in the middle of the square.I can't express my happy mood exactly by words.I just love the beautiful scene very much.I know I will do cherish this condition.And I must work hard to make the condition for me better and better.

BAD NEWS

Now there are no much useful emails in my emailbox,every day most of mails will be deleted by me without too much care. But today there is a mail drawing my attention.It's from the chief editor named Wuchen of the CFO magazine.As a matter of fact I am a long-term reader of them without any dues.they have posted a free magazine for me every quarter for more than three years since I enrolled my personal request in their website.To be ashamed,because of laziness and slack,I didn't pay much attention to the production of their hard working.I set some of them in my lockers without careful reading.But I really appreciate their service to me in kindness.Now that I am in leisure time,I read the text carefully this time. To be unexpected,The letter bring me a piece of bad news.The editor named Wuchen said this is the last magazine they send to me.He said in the article that the Asian and Chinese vesions of the CFO magazine will cease publication in April because the economics crisis has influenced them badly.As their main revenue depends on the advertising was printed on their magazine.The downturn of advertising amount which was caused by the economics descent had led to a huge defict to them.They are all over stressed.So only the editorial department in U.S.A and Europe can be kepted.The edtorial division in China won't carry on in April. I'm really sorry for that,I feel regretful not only for the publication but also for the editors and the other staff.In the past seven years they have earned more and more attention from all kinds of industries by their precision analysis and deep report.They have achieved much more respect from our people.But in this specially difficult period they have got to make a decison to give up.It's a pity we will lose a rare opportunity to have the same experience in this age filled with too much challenge.Now that the only thing I can do is a blessing from the depth of my heart.And I also have a hope that I can see them and their productions once more in the future.Bless t! hem. N ow the bad atmosphere of economics crisis is rising up through the air.All the places we live were full of disappointment and sorrow.I can't say anything else.I really loathe that kind of feelings anyway.

Attitude defines your fate

Today,I watch a live TV programme in which new Guiness World Records are challenged.In my opinion,Guiness Book of World records is a book which writes down the records people can reach in a hodgepodge of weird games they can imagine.The majoity of them is nonsense.For example.who has the longest hair?who is the tallest person?whose mouth is the biggest?Admittedly,this book satisfied the criousities of all walks of people and provides ideal materials for conversations after meal,we¡¯d better not take it seriously.In today¡¯s programme,one record of riding bicycle on mouths of a row of beer bottles is waiting for challenge.According to established practice,challenger should appear on the stage firstly to try to rewrite records.A young foreign youth get into the stage by bicycle.Before cinema,he is at ease and looks like a young student who just come out of classroom and come to campus to have a stretch.There is a big smile on his face.His first try is successful.It only take 10 seconds for him to rid through the path made of bottle mouthes.He has broken this world record (the old record is 29 seconds).But wether his record can be written into Guiness Book of World Record depends on the performance of the former holder of this record.Next,the previous holder of this world record appears on stage.He is chinese.The preformance of the foreign challenger gave him huge pressure and this can be discerned from his countennace.The outcome is not out of my expectation.He loses his balance in the midway because he hesitates from time to time. And he has to give up efforts to defend the honor of record holder.In fact,the lose of the chinese lies not on his skill but his poor psycoligical quality.If one person paid too much attention to the outcome of a competition.he would lose it easily.so keeping a light mood is rather important .i will remember the light smile of that challenger for ever.This is an inspiration I get from this programme.

Any suggestion?

When I lived in the college student appartment of H Group,There is a roommate who worked for H Communication Co., Ltd.. Later he left that company and went to Shenzhen and got into Hw Tech Co.,Ltd.But he left such in a hurry that he didn't do with any relationships in his former company. Last month he was back for a marriage certificate with his betrothed.before their leaving, he asked me to do him a favor to take his new identity from the local police station and mail it to him.Today is the due date, so I went to the police station and got it.Before I went home, I decided to drop by an english language training center nearby.When I enter in, I find there are a lot of pupils and foreign teachers who are studying. I can tell they are very professional in english training during my talking with their consultants.But the tuition is too expensibe I think.I have to think it over.I have a question now. I wonder if it¡¯s necesary for us to attend this kind of lessons. Is it the best way to improve our english level?

ANOTHER WEDDING(THE FINAL RESULT)

I guess some friends without enough patience will can't help scolding me because even now I still haven't mentioned the leading roles of the marriage.Forgive me,My friend.I have been famous for writing thousands of words but being ten thousand kilometres away from the main themes since I was a student of the elementary school.Hehe~~Now come to the right way: At that time my patience was also wearing thin until the appearance of Zhang(my alumnus and previous roommate in the same company).But I had to say that the couple is quite a match.Oh,A heavenborn pair~~I mean the handsome husband and the beautiful wife.Actually I have lost my interest in attending other's wedding.So no matter how wonderful the wedding layout is,in my mind they are all the same stereotype and bureaucracy.I guess I would care little.But it's good that Zhang particularly turn his seat to our table in order to chat with me.Here are dialogues of two mature man(partial)(A represents Zhang,B is me): B:I see you have greeted with a lot of guests.Now you're a celebrity from industrial and commercial circles to educational circles. A:Of course.You see,My left eye seems to have swellen. B:Really,Oh,A lump~Why? A:I didn't sleep well these days,I can't get my sleep until the crack of dawn every day. B:What are you talking about? A:I have to feed my babies every three hours these days.Particularly my badies went down with influenza recently.I have to take them to see a doctor,You know,Maybe the temper. B:Oh,Don't worry,My eyes will become plump when I was outraged.Take it easy.How are the babies?Is that serious? A:Nothing,Have taken some medicine.I guess they will be fine tomorrow morning. B:With the time go I feel I like kids more and more.It's so strange. I remember I didn't like children when I was very young.Sometimes they are so noisy. A:Me too,When they were born at first,I didn't like them very much either.But now they are more three months old,They have learned to smile to us.So cute~!And I believe I can hold th! em to at tend your wedding when you get married. B:Yippee!But first thing first.I have to find one who is willing to marry me.Hehe~~Now tell me,What do you feeling about being a father of twin girl babies? A:Couldn't feel better.Before they were born,Every day I have nothing special to do after working,I feel bored and tired.You know,Now I have to look after the babies when I get home from company,Nevertheless I didn't feel restless at all.On the contrary,I feel very substantial.And now I am in high spirit every day. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ¡­¡­¡­¡­¡­¡­¡­¡­¡­¡­¡­¡­¡­¡­¡­¡­¡­¡­Sorry,I also admit it's a too long and boring story now.So I give up recording it.Just give the best wishes to the happy couple and my friends and his babies.

ANOTHER WEDDING(SEQUEL II)

Actually Hu didn't tell me the right name of his wedding hotel.Maybe he thought the original name of the hotel is more familar to me.It's a four-star-grade grand hotel of the Hongkong East Road named LiTian Hotel.Fortunately I had searched the relevant exact information of the hotel on the internet before I left home.With the help of receptionist I found the big hall without difficulty.It seems that Hu have chosen this hotel for the convenience of most of his colleagues.Because this hotel is quite near by the place he works at.When I browsed the name roll of the guests I realized that there are few acquaintances with me in the list. "Just as I thought,So I can enjoy the dishes better" I murmured.Now that I got to my table directly and chose a best seat and sat down. Though I didn't know the precision time the feast will begin,But I'm sure the bride and the bridegroom were late(It seems to me that all the wedding couples will be late for the weddings.Hehe~~).Because with the time go,Most of other guests has been here.As a matter of fact,Hu is a structural designer of an industrial design center,And Yu(the bride) is a dean of an elementary shool.So all of the guests mostly contain four sorts of people:relatives of both,industry designers(groom's colleagues),teachers(bride's colleagues),a few acquaintances(like me).And it's very lucky that most of them around our table are teachers.The lady sitting next to me is a typical one.She is about more than thirty years old.She told me she comes from the same shool with Yu(the bride).That's why I like teachers,most of them are not arrogant but very talkative and outgoing.You can find a common conversational topic with most of them with ease.The second little girl near me is a musical teacher.She told us she opens a musician shool to teach piano and Chinese zither for the kids. "I just have finished my classes in the morning,And I still have classes this afternoon.I wish I won't be late,Did the couple arrive?When will the wedding begin?".the young pretty was co! ncerned. To be continued~~

ANOTHER WEDDING(SEQUEL I)

"What's the matter?"at that time I was a little impatient,but when I took a look at her face again.I found out there is something abnormal.There was too much sweat on her forehead.I was astonished.I stood up immediately and ask her :"Please take the seat,What's wrong with you?"She only said that"I am feeling faint"then sat down and twisted her body to lie her head on the back rail of the seat,Actually I worried about she was kind of unconscious then.Fortunately she came to and gave me a smile after a few minutes."Thank you for your seat." "Don't mention it,Are you ok?""Fine,thank you".Soon another bus station arrived,a lot of people got off the bus.Now that there were enough seats.Another girl looked like her partner came around and sat next to her."I'm pretty scared just now.Are you carsick?"The other girl asked "I don't know,all right now,don't worry".then they began to chart about what's going on about their trip.Oh,my~~That's a relief. Then I got a new seat,and I was attracted by two korean blond female teenagers sitting on the front seats next to me.They were chating aloud in Korean in high spirit.Although I can't understand Korean,I still felt curious what they were talking about.In the meanwhile my mobile phone rang.The call came from Wang(one of my roommates in college)He asked:"where?" "Bus 502,I am gonna call you half an hour later,there is so much noise on the bus" "Ok~" When I arrived at the aim station,I called him back."What's going on?"Wang asked. "I'm on my way to Post Hotel to attend a wedding.What about you?" "I have moved into my new house today,I want to have a get-together of all of our roommates in college to celebrate.You must come." "sure,because I am here now,I am gonna to visit your family after the wedding banquet." "That will be great,you can stay my new house for night and there is room now.I promise I will not let you sleep in the sofa of livingroom again" "No~no~no~,I would rather go home latter,now I can't sleep well without my bed" "By your wi! sh.Remem ber to call me after lunch" "Got it!" Then I continued my way to the wedding hotel on foot. To be continued~~